Sunday, November 29, 2009

Paging Dr. Ferguson

Dreams are never really what they seem to be. There is always a hidden meaning of everything in them. But what does a reoccurring dream mean? I'm almost in my senior year of College with a double major of Pre-Med and Psychology. I took some time off to find myself so as all my friends are already in the work field or soon to be graduating, I seem to be finding myself lost once again. It seems almost impossible for me to live one day at a time when there are decisions to be made for my future but the deadline seems to be creeping up on me. I have been so stressed recently which is normal for me when it comes to making any big decision, but now I am even stressed in my dreams.. For the past 2 weeks or so I have been in an unfamiliar hospital running around lost, over the intercom all I hear is
Paging Dr. Ferguson
and people looking at me as I sprint by pointing me to the direction I need to be going.. but I never get to where I need to be before I suddenly wake up. I don't dream this every night but I have had the dream 5 times in 2 weeks. I really wish I could just get to my destination before waking up so maybe I can find out what is going on.